Bookmarker is a personal project by @dellsystem to help with retaining reading material. Source on GitHub.

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work will always take me back

The belief that work will be there for me even if all else falls apart is also part of my inheritance. After every breakup or rejection I call my mom in tears in order to receive her reliable instruction to work through it. She tells me to write about my feelings and to channel my energy into other…

—p.275 Death by Landscape The Queen of Reps (255) by Elvia Wilk
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you have to treat the gnarly stuff with delicacy

A magazine asks me to write a short piece in response to Italo Calvino’s Six Memos for the New Millennium, a series of texts Calvino wrote in the 1980s about the qualities he believes are unique to literature and which will carry us through the next millennium. My assignment is to write about his f…

—p.272 The Queen of Reps (255) by Elvia Wilk
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reading a certain number of pages counts

We know we need to get out of the house. We rent a car and drive to the beach, to the Rockaways. The shore is cold and windy on the day we’ve chosen, but it’s gloriously empty. The sunlight is yellow in the early afternoon and the pale water dissolves into pale sky where there should be a horizon l…

—p.269 The Queen of Reps (255) by Elvia Wilk
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they saw no purpose in self-punishment

Some of my classmates were probably geniuses. Others managed to parlay the genius myth to their advantage. Others were just rich or from famous families, so it didn’t matter. Others were ahead of me in a different way: they understood that creative work also happens when your ass is not in the chai…

—p.264 The Queen of Reps (255) by Elvia Wilk
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ontologically flattened into work

One way to make sure I’ve done my reps for the day is to keep lists of all my tasks. Everything goes on the same list because everything has to get done. Shower, eat, write a friend, write a colleague, talk about my feelings, call my dad, write an email, write an essay, write a diary, write a new l…

—p.259 The Queen of Reps (255) by Elvia Wilk