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8 years, 11 months ago

your lives are worth so much less than theirs

One day someone at UNHQ will commission an official report about this disaster, replete with mea culpas and lessons learned. But for me there's only one lesson and it's staring right at me every day as I eat lunch: If blue-helmeted UN peacekeepers show up in your town or village and offer to protec…

—p.253 Emergency Sex (and Other Desperate Measures): True Stories from a War Zone Condition Echo (249) by Andrew Thomson
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I watched all the ballots

Two weeks later the Haitian government announced election results from this region, with UN blessing: government wins 62 percent of the vote, opposition parties 38 percent. I watched all the ballots burn before anyone had counted them; they were still bound in boxes. I wrote a memo to UNHQ detailin…

—p.230 Condition Delta (191) by Kenneth Cain
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to understand this you have to become this inspo/interiority

I think I'm actually starting to understand. I was hell-bent on being an effective humanitarian in Cambodia and Somalia. But a naïve fog is finally lifting. Revealed is a train wreck of illusions, the depravity of someone else's war, the futility of a competence still-born there. To understand this…

—p.217 Condition Delta (191) by Kenneth Cain
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the dead read our books

The next step will be harder. In the morning I go see Jean-de-Dieu's boss, Lieutenant Alex, at the gendarmerie. The RPA officers hate us. I understand, I kind of hate as too. A drunk Hutu militia with machetes killed 800,000 humans in ninety days. The UN evacuated and the only action Clinton too…

—p.215 Condition Delta (191) by Kenneth Cain
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eh la, comment?

Sometimes he cries, sometimes he just sighs, but always he looks up into my face in panicked bewilderment and says, 'Monsieur Ken, eh la, comment?!' I don't know exactly what the eh la means, but it punctuates everything; he says it in exasperation and passionate disbelief, exhaling, a low gro…

—p.206 Condition Delta (191) by Kenneth Cain