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1 year, 5 months ago

people have like, written poems about that

As you remember, you were badly dressed but skinny, with gravity-defying tits and an ass the boys sometimes slapped at school, even if you were wearing something patently unsexy like those striped train-conductor overalls you loved. You were frizzy-haired and plain-faced and privileged and sweet an…

—p.169 The Crane Wife: A Memoir in Essays Act Three: Dulcinea Quits (166) by C.J. Hauser
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1 year, 5 months ago

they would pick up the phone

I wasn’t a Scully looking for a Mulder, I was a person seeking some sort of mutual trust. I was a person who wanted to believe that two people with wildly different ways of being in the world, which is, let’s be honest, most any two people of any genders, could come to trust each other as a matter …

—p.152 Mulder, It’s Me (132) by C.J. Hauser
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I forced myself to hover outside my own mind

Would a good person be deterred by these things? I asked myself. Was it ethical to disqualify a person as a partner for any of these reasons? How would someone, most people, react to these profiles?

I told myself that someone, most people, would be fine with them. Excited, even. They would go on…

—p.123 The Lady with the Lamp (106) by C.J. Hauser
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he would take care of me

This is a sad story only inasmuch as stories about people like me, who delude themselves, are sad. So maybe it’s not so sad at all.

I tried to help Joey because I thought that without the distraction of all his miseries—which seemed to me so easily solvable—he would finally love me properly. H…

—p.118 The Lady with the Lamp (106) by C.J. Hauser
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but it was what was being offered

He hadn’t said one specific thing about me or us during the proposal, and on the long trail walk out of the park I felt robbed of the kind of special declaration I’d hoped a proposal would entail, and, in spite of hating myself for wanting this, hating myself more for fishing for it, I asked him: “…

—p.81 The Crane Wife (71) by C.J. Hauser