When we all sat around moaning and groaning about how expensive Paris was—and we did, it was one of our favorite conversations—he simply switched off. You could actually see it boring him. And the few times that we dined alone together, at the end of our meal there was none of the usual leaping up from the chair as though shot through with an arrow, yelling Wow! or similar Indian war whoops, which most of my friends felt de rigueur in heralding the arrival of the bill. I was grateful to him for that, and yet it was impossible to say just why, but it was always a relief to find out that he had the money to cover it. Did it mean he was going without breakfast next morning, or what? And it was crazy to feel like this, because sometimes you could see he was just rolling in the stuff.
“Are you a gambler?” I asked him finally.
“There isn’t anything you do in life that isn’t a gamble, Gorce,” he replied.
“But do you gamble?” I insisted.
“In a way. In a way.” He looked at me oddly.
It just defeated me. I could guess and guess and guess about Larry and still not get anywhere. It all led down a blind alley.