by
Iris Murdoch
‘You got married, didn’t you—are you still—I mean is your husband still—have you got a—husband—now—?’
‘Yes, yes, oh yes. My husband is alive—he’s with me, yes—we live—we live here.’
I was silent while a whole world of possibilities gradually folded themselves up, like some trick of stagecraft, quietly collapsing, folding, merging, becoming very small and vanishing. So that—was that—at any rate. And I would have to think, to invent, in a new way, to exist in this situation which was now, I realized, whatever was the case with Hartley, the continuing and only situation for me, the final state of affairs, the world centre.