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6 years, 10 months ago

it looks like we’re on the moon inspo/self-deprecation

The referee blew his whistle. ‘We can do this, England,’ I found myself yelling, despite my Welshness, despite my half-German mother. I was not the only player transformed by regressive instincts. Our captain, Andrew Keatley – a soft-voiced writer of brilliant, searing plays about injustice and hum…

—p.95 Granta 140: State of Mind Cyprus United (93) missing author
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I cannot read this man’s mind topic/love

I have been living with the same person for thirty-six years. I cannot read this man’s mind. He has anterooms in his personality I strongly suspect I have never seen. Mysteries abound. And yet time has produced an uncanny mental mirroring between us. A friend tells a story, and it triggers an immed…

—p.57 State of Mind (55) missing author
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I saw my sorry self through her eyes

When I was very young, I believed my mother could read my state of mind. When she doubted my honesty, she would say, ‘May I look into your eyes?’ If I was innocent, I would gaze soberly into those maternal eyes. If I was guilty, I would squirm and resist the test. My mother obviously did not need t…

—p.55 State of Mind (55) missing author
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those who are simply, and unquestioningly, alive

There are many moments in history when young people have dreamed of glamorous self-destruction rather than embarking, drearily, on adulthood. But in all these epochs, those who actually die are the exceptions. Far greater numbers are touched by the same current of despair, but are nevertheless held…

—p.38 Notes on a Suicide (13) missing author
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leaving behind only a sterile world

Though we are familiar with the statistics of our monopolistic era, we are far less conversant with its spiritual effects. If mid-twentieth-century Western societies achieved a startling level of consensus, it was due to their extraordinary expansion of the share in the social surplus – to which th…

—p.36 Notes on a Suicide (13) missing author