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when a woman looks at him across a gulf inspo/sex

Sex. The difficulty of writing about sex, for women, is that sex is best when not thought about, not analysed. Women deliberately choose not to think about technical sex. They get irritable when men talk technically, it's out of self-preservation: they want to preserve the spontaneous emotion that …

—p.203 The Golden Notebook FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing
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this is what she would like to be herself topic/infidelity

If I were to write this novel, the main theme, or motif, would be buried, at first, and only slowly take over. The motif of Paul's wife-the third. At first Ella does not think about her. Then she has to make a conscious effort not to think about her. This is when she knows her attitude towards this…

—p.196 FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing
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made other people irrelevant

Afterwards Ella judged that their 'being together' (she never used the word affair) started from that moment- when they had both tested their responses to other people and found that what they felt for each other made other people irrelevant. That was the only time she was to be unfaithful to Paul,…

—p.195 FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing
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she simply discounted the whole incident

[...] All the time she was naked with this man, Ella was thinking of Paul. He must be mad. What am I doing with a madman? He really imagines I could sleep with another man when I'm with him? He can't possibly believe it. Meanwhile, she was being as nice as she could be to this intelligent comrade o…

—p.194 FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing
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she was full of a secret delight

This afternoon it was easy to talk, as if the barrier between them had been silently dissolved in the night. They left the ugly trailing fringes of London behind, sunlight lay about them, and Ella's spirits rose so sharply that she felt intoxicated. Besides, she knew that this man would be her love…

—p.178 FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing