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made other people irrelevant

Afterwards Ella judged that their 'being together' (she never used the word affair) started from that moment- when they had both tested their responses to other people and found that what they felt for each other made other people irrelevant. That was the only time she was to be unfaithful to Paul,…

—p.195 The Golden Notebook FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing
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she simply discounted the whole incident

[...] All the time she was naked with this man, Ella was thinking of Paul. He must be mad. What am I doing with a madman? He really imagines I could sleep with another man when I'm with him? He can't possibly believe it. Meanwhile, she was being as nice as she could be to this intelligent comrade o…

—p.194 FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing
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she was full of a secret delight

This afternoon it was easy to talk, as if the barrier between them had been silently dissolved in the night. They left the ugly trailing fringes of London behind, sunlight lay about them, and Ella's spirits rose so sharply that she felt intoxicated. Besides, she knew that this man would be her love…

—p.178 FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing
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she had known she shouldn't marry him

Her attention was going away from him. She was aware she was beginning to fidget, and that he knew it. Also that he minded: he was attracted to her. His face was too intent on keeping her; she felt that somewhere in all this was pride, a sexual pride which would be offended if she did not respond, …

—p.172 FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing
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Ella would have felt a traitor to her own self

[...] Ella was now free. Her husband had married the day after the divorce was final. Ella was indifferent to this. It had been a sad marriage; no worse than many, certainly; but then Ella would have felt a traitor to her own self had she remained in a compromise marriage. For outsiders, the story …

—p.163 FREE WOMEN: 1 (1) by Doris Lessing