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1 year, 11 months ago

we protect ourselves from each other

Suddenly, I thought that I, too, hide a notebook, and that Mirella, looking for a hiding place for hers, might find it. If she read it, she would discover that I am different from what she thinks. She would know all my secrets, would know about the director, also of the appointment I agreed to for …

—p.113 Forbidden Notebook Forbidden Notebook (7) by Alba de Céspedes
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a violent, greedy desire

[...] Today, for example, I was sorry I’d gone to the office and wasted time doing nothing: the kitchen still had to be cleaned up and Michele needs some shirts that these past evenings, in order to write, I didn’t iron. Sometimes, in a happy state of intoxication, I imagine giving in to disorder: …

—p.106 Forbidden Notebook (7) by Alba de Céspedes
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I get embarrassed and pretend to be joking

I thought that for Michele and me it would be different. We were young: just married, we would leave for Venice, we’d have a big room on the Grand Canal. My mother often said she’d had to fight with her parents for a long time in order to marry my father; she had decided to run away with him, if th…

—p.96 Forbidden Notebook (7) by Alba de Céspedes
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a way of avoiding inner struggles

[...] I’m afraid his determination to go to Argentina is a gesture of discouragement; maybe he thinks it’s a way of avoiding inner struggles, but I don’t think going to a new country is enough to avoid them. He brought home a brochure, an advertisement from a travel agency, that showed the mountain…

—p.94 Forbidden Notebook (7) by Alba de Céspedes
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these problems don’t seem unrelated

I didn’t have the courage to confess that, on the contrary, these things do happen to us; it seemed to me that it wasn’t true. I said weakly, hiding behind a smile, “Yes, you’re right, but let’s speculate, let’s suppose that Mirella’s attitudes become too free, that she stays out late and I don’t l…

—p.71 Forbidden Notebook (7) by Alba de Céspedes