She lived for Muhsin and no one else. She devoted her entire life to him.
She had left everything behind, just to be at his side.
For him, she had withdrawn from society and locked herself up in an apartment.
She had done so for Muhsin.
But Muhsin did not wish to be beholden to her.
He did not know what to do. In spite of all the expensive gifts he had lavished on her, he still felt unequal to the debt he owed her, and this made him feel uncomfortable.
He was uncertain how he should treat her.
And that uncertainty threatened to unman him…It made him feel as if he was not good enough for her.
Even though he was unwilling to marry her because he did not consider her good enough for him.
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