The first time for me was maybe watching Boogie Nights? And like you with Rachel Ryan RR, the standout memory from that was seeing someone with an erection. Full-frontal images of women were incredibly common, and I’d seen people fucking in TV series, but seeing a man with an erection I thought: Oh wow, this is the real shit. I think I found it – again, like you – really arousing, but also a dangerous feeling and somehow unpleasant at the same time. I remember I had this tiny little TV with an integral VHS player, and for some reason I had the Boogie Nights video, and I remember watching it on that, and feeling this real sense of darkness and seediness. Being turned on by it and not really wanting to be turned on by it, the way that complemented the whole experience of watching that film.