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This is a personal project by @dellsystem. I built this to help me retain information from the books I'm reading.

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rau Bertram starts crying. You notice how porous all fate is and you understand the leap into hoping. Hoping for the deus ex machina, hoping for a superhero or anyone, really—all that’s perfectly understandable here in the stairwell with your quietly weeping neighbor Frau Bertram, but five minutes later and three floors higher it’s already forgotten. The whole welfare thing, you think, perhaps a person could manage it somehow. It must be possible. A person could regard it as a profession they’re performing, something that’s not pleasant but at least doesn’t require forty hours’ attendance a week. So you’re considering becoming a welfare recipient and replacing the global corporation with the welfare office. You call out in my direction: I’m going to champion the activity of receiving welfare as a recognized profession. You act the militant but it’s nothing but circular motions in your underchallenged head, which has had nothing to do while your body was recovering. As a precaution, you lie down uncovered beneath the open window and shiver with cold, hoping to extend the length of your illness and get more time to think. But your body disappoints you, drives you beneath the covers after only ten minutes, preferring to warm up. You know the way to the welfare office from people’s stories, you know you can get there without changing trams.

—p.133 Seven (110) by Heike Geissler 2 hours, 14 minutes ago

Perhaps the thing that makes you happy is even the specific aspect of the strain, the concentration of all strain upon the body that you’re now heading back to. Right now—or not yet, or not any more—you aren’t ready to reject this form of effort outright, this effort that challenges only the body and leaves out the mind and its possibilities and especially the possibility of choice. You think you might be able to change something about the work or make something possible, and you think it wouldn’t need all that many changes, in theory. You wish you could organize the work in such a way that it wasn’t fatal. Yet this wish isn’t accompanied by specific ideas, and as soon as you have an idea to put into practice you see an army of head-shakers and brusher-offers before you, around you, and above all inside you, all of them saying: Nonsense, that won’t work. This army inside you is what you have to get past. Presumably you weren’t and aren’t—outside of this book—a person with armies standing at attention inside you, but that’s different now.

—p.137 Eight (135) by Heike Geissler 2 hours, 13 minutes ago